Today’s card is the 4 of Pentacles.
Stability, security. But on the dark side it can be the fear of loss. Fear of change.
Although I know that change is an ever present, ever constant reality, I find myself still fighting it. Last night I barely slept because of this fear. I hunkered down in my favorite escape pose and numbed myself, all the while ‘knowing’ this was escapism. Part of the human experience is just that, it’s an experience. If we can’t experience dark, we wouldn’t know light. If we didn’t know pain, we wouldn’t know pleasure, etc.
The universe has a way of making us look at our demons. No matter what, we will have to face them sooner or later.
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Yesterday I talked about loving yourself and others, and that loving yourself was imperative first before you can truly love another.
Today, look in the mirror and tell yourself you love you. Look in your eyes. Look at your flaws that you’ve tried to hide from yourself and others. Get raw, get dirty. Fuck it. Hide nothing. What do you have to lose but your true self?
Face the seemingly ugly truth that you are indeed flawed and that if others don’t like your flaws it might just mean that they don’t like theirs either. Life is a mirror. What we see is what we get. Once you see the beauty within yourself that is what you will see outside of yourself.
Peace!
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